2010

Wow 2009 is almost over...
This year has been a True experience for me...
I found out what love felt like and what it feels like to get your heart broken
I learned what it takes to be a true friend and who actually fall in that category
I got in undeniable trouble both at home and school and was an emotional wreck for awhile because of it,
but most importantly 2009 was the year I was able to grow the most as a person
I got to see firsthand how to handle situations and what mindset I need to have
unlike the many who write lists of resolutions for the new year, I'm not. There's no point in writing down things to change about who I am as a person when i have no true intentions of putting them into action...
But 2010 does call for a few goals that I know I will acheive
1.) be honest with myself
2.) be honest with others
3.) don't stay on facebook for more than 21 consecutive hours
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GRANTED

It's as if they have no shame ordering me around and saying whatever to my face as if I have a heart if steel and no heart and I show no emotions...and no I'm not talking about my parents...for once I actually appreciate them. These people who consider themselves my bestfriends are ending up being nothing more than a nuissance to my life. It's hard becase these are some of the people I admire the most and they're skrewing me over..all the calls wishes and gifts I've given means nothing,not that they should cause what are material items right? But I feel like I'm being swept away in all the angst...being taken, for GRANTED.

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what iVe grown 2 realize is That in this world There Are 3 forces...
1.)Love
2.)Lust
3.)Liquor
...EveryThing is Love driven::The Love of Money...The Love of Food...the Love Of Love
Lust is The Crime Aspect of Our society...Lusting For What's 'Wrong' i guess...Sexual iMpurity & The Like
Liquor...The Addiction & Drunken slumber That Accompanies...Bacardi-Corona-Guiness...
Ask YourSelf...Are the 3L's Leading your Life?, or did Yu Break Free From the Pack?